aku, duniaku, dan penghayatanku. aku adalah siapa aku yang sebenarnya, aku yang memiliki eksistensi, dan aku yang memaknai. duniaku adalah tempat aku memberi makna;bereksistensi. dunia hidup yang dialami olehku. penghayatanku, adalah melihat dari sudut pandang aku, berpikir dengan pemikiranku, dan merasa dengan perasaanku.
terdengar subjektif? tapi sebenarnya ini adalah perihal eksistensi manusia.

sebuah perjalanan memahami diri, memaknakan kehidupan, mencari kebebasan yang hakiki, memilih jalan-jalan yang dapat mempertemukan aku dengan-Nya. apa artinya sebuah eksistensi jika tidak ada yang dapat bermanfaat bagi eksistensi orang lain? semoga, ada (hikmah) yang bisa aku bagikan dalam rangkaian pemaknaan kehidupan ini.

Saturday, January 28, 2012

me, writing, and stolen book


Yesterday, I woke up in the morning with sadness, but today I wake up with happiness. I ask to my self, what kind of life is this? Full with up and down. Sometimes i’m exhausted with all of those things. In fact, this is what is called life. I have lived in this world for 20 years, in the same time I have been trying to understand my self and my life.
            I like to tell someone my life story, but I think it’s difficult to find someone who will listen to me everytime, so i decided to write it. Actually, that was not my idea, it was my friends idea.  They, my senior and my best friend, suggested that I write everything what I feel and I think. My best friend said that she was writting because she wanted to share life lessons to many people, so I could try it as in her opinion I had skill to do it. On the other hand, my senior wrote a note for me to keep writting all things from my mind and my heart. Unfortunately, they haven’t known that I have started to write since a few months ago. I intend that they don’t have to know because I think my writting is not appropriate to be showed not only to them but also to many people. But it doesn’t matter if people wanna visit this blog. I just don’t wanna share it by my self. That’s why i don’t publish it after i have written, like most people do. Futhermore, i don’t care how many my page views and who has visited my blog.
            Talking about writting and life, it reminds me the book that I borrowed from my senior. I didn’t borrow it actually, probably I stole it, because i haven’t given it back to her and I won’t maybe. 9 Summers and 10 Autumns, based on true story, tells about pursuing dreams, using no limitation as limitation, and struggling. This book is so inspiring for me, this holiday I wanna read it again after last holiday I had already read it. That’s why I probably won’t give it back to her. someday, when I am at the highest achievement in my life, I will write my life story like Iwan Setyawan did. I wanna share to many people about my life journey. I hope it will inspire many people like i am imspired. In addition, perhaps I will tell a big secret that everybody knowing me haven’t known about that. So that I am not mis-understood by people who just know a little part of me and in the end they can understand for what I have done and what I have treated to them so far.
                                                                                        
aku menyimpan beberapa rahasia besar dan hanya pada malam yang sepi dan panjang, aku bisa membebaskan mereka
9 Summers 10 Autumns, page 120
Iwan Setyawan

Dari aku duniaku, dan penghayatanku
Bandung, 29.01.2012
Irsa Ikramina

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